ikhlas dr syuhada
assalamualaikum n salam ramadhan
hmm...ramadhan ke 4 ku sambut dgn rase yg sgt2 hambar...sejak blk dr sek td aq rase moody sgt...knp??biase ah perangai remaja mcm aq...kalu xde mslh xsah..lg2 mslh remeh temeh...rase mcm nk cekik jer sorg2...
1)time blk sek td tgh dok lepak2 sambil tunggu acik van dtg ambik..so nampak ah sorg bdk nie...aq tegur ah dye...mara aq ke??coz aq xciter prob aq kat dye...dye wat bodoh jer...siap bg jeling lg...aq kecik hati sgt...naru form 2...xkisah lah kn dye umo bape tp plz ah selama nie aq layan dye elok jer...xpenah pon aq mara2 dye...mcm2 nasihat dye minx kat aq...hm...dlm hati aq t'pk...knp perlu ade remaje yg terlalu sensetive mcm 2..geram ah...dye xnk pk perasaan org lain kecuali perasaan dye sorg
2)td aq ade promise dgn bdk klas aq yg aq nk ajar dye wat blog...then blk dr sek td hujan lebat kat umah aq...so aq pon x ah on9...coz aq takut nk on wi5 umah aq...takut nanti t'bakar mcm dlu...nk baiki pkai duit gak...pas2 dlm kol 5.30 td baru aq on9...aq tegur ah dye...pas2 dye ngamuk2...ye aq tau salah aq...tp knp dye layan aq mcm aq nie ade wat salah teruk...dye ah lelaki yg selalu wat aq sakit hati n kecik hati..xpenah nk pk mslh aq...hmm
3)td tgh xcited2 nk wat keje english yg teacher bg smlm...aq msg ah bff aq...tanya nk wat yg mane 1 coz aq xdtg smlm...then aq rase dye mcm nk xnk jer layan aq...so aq t'pk ptg td aq on9 dye benggang coz dye selalu dgr org citer palsu kat dye...aq pon same gak...coz kami selalu b'same2 kemane2 shj...kami xpenah pisah...sampai org kata kami nie kembar siam...so td mase aq msg dye...siyes aq kate dye xnk layan...kecik hati gak ah...aq xpenah layan dye mcm 2...aq rase mcm aq ade wat salah kat dye...tp ape..??/ckp ah dgn aq...aq minx maaf kat ko klau aq ade wat salah...
4)hmm....still benggang dgn zul...ketua PRS aq...td time nk ambik gmbr PRS untuk majalah sek...lepak2 dgn dye jap...then dye tanya aq kol bape...aq mlas nk ckp coz tgh migrain aq tunjuk jer ah jam aq...pas2 dye ckp.."ko nie ada...ape brg ko yg bkn kaler pink...aq tgk sume brg ko kaler pink"..then aq ckp ah..."eh ade ah..hp aq kaler hitam kn??"....pas2 tbe2 dye ungkit citer time ary koperasi...mase 2 dye nk pinjam hp aq coz nk cal sorg bdk...aq pon bg ah..pd mase yg same aq tgh msg dgn my bucuk...then dye nk unlock hp aq dye t'tekan 'read'..so t'bukak ah msg aq dgn my bucuk...ade ah perkataan syg2...then td dye g kaco aq...tanya mcm2 psal my bucuk...penat aq nk simpan rahsia...then 1 ary aq js ingat kat my bucuk....teruk gle perangai zul nie
5)then td klas add math rase mual sgt3...dah ah tgh migrain...baru lepas tawaf sek dgn zaty...then cikgu suruh siap kn module dye...perh...susah gle!!asal ah add math nie susah...b'susah payah aq kena siap kn module 2...siap ah separuh...then td gak dpt keje khusus PA..perh tension nye idop...
p/s:benda2 nie ah yg wat aq mlas gle nk bukak mata ary nie...hope ary esok idop aq akn b'tambah baik dr ary nie....aq syg kwn2 aq..tp kdg2 dyeorg wat aq kecik hati...aq pon bkn manusia sempurna...aq pon sedar aq selalu sakit kn hati kwn2 aq...so kat sini...aq nk minx maaf byk2 kat kwn2 aq...
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